Choi!

Hi. So here I am again. Gue pusing. Mau muntah. Kenapa? Sakit? Gak. Stress? Mungkin iya. Patah hati? IYA. Hatiku patah, tercabik2 oleh seseorang~ eaea. Gue jadi ngerasa hampa skrg. But seriously, I can't feel anything right now. This is all my fault tho.

Jadi awalnya gue ngetweet ttg btp konyol nya gigi Kibum disalah satu MV SuJu. Gue lg sambil makan popmi ketawaaa mulu gak berenti2. Terus Windy tiba2 mention gue "@MayaMihalik UDA LIAT FOTO MINHO CIUMAN?" And that was when my heart started to pound so fast. All I could think was 'wtf.. Minho kissed someone..?' Gue shock. Banget. Soalnya setau gue Minho blm pernah cipokan. Akhirnya gue hanya bisa duduk lemes sambil ngeliatin popmi gue yg lama2 jadi dingin. Windy suruh gue supaya nyari di google. Dan gue cari. Dan gue nemu fotonya. Gue pertama bengong. Gak nyangka. Terus gue jadi flashback. Gue flashback ke bulan2 2010 awal.. Sekitar bulan Januari/Februari. I saw him. I saw Choi Minho. With all of his cuteness. He was so cute yet so manly. Months had passed. Minho cut his hair and he looked so drop dead gorgeous. But then, I lost interest in him. I can't find his cuteness, adorableness that I used to love.

I said to my friends that I don't like him and I don't care about him anymore. But, a small part in my heart always screams that I still have feelings for him. But I just ignored it, I thought that maybe if I didn't think about him then those feelings would vanish.. until I saw him kissed that #*_!(?; girl.. That was it. That was when tears rolled down from my eyes. Oh lorddd :((( so this is how it feels. So this is how it feels being a broken-heart girl. Unyu yah aku :__(

I know this sounds cheesy but I couldn't help this, Choi Minho.. You'll always have a small part of my heart :'' sekian dan wassalam.



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